This is such an iconic sapphic YA book. It was first published in 1982 (yes almost 40 years ago!) and at that time there weren’t much LGBTQ+ literature at all - it was even banned from school libraries and publicly burned - so the importance of it cannot be underestimated and it definitely paved a way for the sapphic romances we are lucky to have today.
The story follows Liza, who is an A student at a private and religious Brooklyn school called Foster Academy. One rainy day, she meets Annie at a museum and they form an instant bond. A bond and fascination that soon blossoms into love, despite Liza’s confusion and fear for her own feelings.
This was such a wonderful book and I rooted so much for Liza. But it was also a book that made me feel sad in ways that didn’t really have to do with the story itself so much, but the way it’s still such a struggle for many within the LGBTQ+ community for acceptance of yourself and by others. It also made me sad the way Liza was feeling shame and fear, and for the missed opportunities for love and happiness that lead to. There is a lot of homophobia, including internal one in this book, but that’s completely understandable taking into consideration the way society was at the time it was written. This book even deserves to be read as an eye-opener because of that, for those who weren’t around at that time and don’t fully understand the history and the past experiences of the LGBTQ+ community.
“We didn’t really talk much about being gay; most of the times we just talked about ourselves. We were what seemed important then, not some label.”
The writing style was beautiful and it was all very realistic in the way Liza dealt with her feelings and how she was reasoning with herself; not only about what society, her friends and parents would think, but also about how the experience of touching Annie would feel like and how she would react if she allowed herself to let go of her own control. I think it was very relatable and validly described from an unexperienced teenager’s perspective, and it was so heartwarming to follow her progress and how Liza slowly dared to act out on her love for Annie.
I only have two minor complaints. The first one is that the story was solely told from Liza’s perspective and that I never felt as close to Annie. She was just so sure of herself and who she was that sometimes she didn’t feel as much as a real person the way Liza did with her doubts and fears. And the second one is that the ending felt way too fast and like it came out of the blue. But all in all, this was a sweet and heartwarming story about first love, finding yourself and self-acceptance. It was also an important reminder of the struggle the LGBTQ+ has community has faced and still faces around the world.
“Don’t let ignorance win. Let love.”
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