This is an absolutely brilliant book, but also one of the most devastating, painful, dark, depressing and brutal stories I’ve ever read. I’ve never felt as uneasy and as completely emotionally wrecked after reading a book as I did with this one. I know it’s a book that will stay with me and that I will never forget, even though I almost wish for it.
A Little Life has won just about any prize there is and is so worth all the awards and praise. But at the same time, it made me feel so uneasy, heartbroken and just too sad to fully appreciate it. Therefore, I can only give it a four star rating, even though I recognize that it is an amazing book and future classics.
The story follows four classmates from a small Massachusetts college with the scarred Jude as their center of gravity. In glimpses it’s slowly revealed how Jude got his scars and how his unspeakable childhood keeps haunting him and the degree of awful trauma he’s suffered, as well as how the four friends’ relationships and life develop over the decades.
This book has so many trigger warnings, such as self-harm, sexual abuse, torture, toxic relationships and more, that I strongly advice you to consider before reading this book. Even though I read this book more than a year ago, I just can’t forget some of the most traumatic scenes and just thinking of this book makes my heart break all over again by the cruelty and lack of humanity. I honestly can’t recommend this book to anyone unless you feel confident you can handle the trigger warnings. But if you read it, it’s a story that you will never forget and that will scramble your heart and your mind.
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